Saturday, March 13, 2010

to be brave need da courage to be strong...

when ur actually down..wut u actually.?? a friend?? a heart?? a shoulder 2 cry on??
who new..it all depends on tht person...
when ur heart is screaming inside..when tears is invisble..when pain is just a relative word...

remember there is a greater force.. ALLAH..

when u put ur hand n devoted just to HIM anything is possible n nothing is imposibble...
a heart which created by HIM is full of mystery..

to fogive,,,to forget...or even vengence..mm when eveything happen to us have it own feeling its own effect on us..internally..even it can be seen..but it still there..

when ur angry,,u will forget for a while who n whom..buat when ur calm n come back to ur senses u will recall who n which..but is it fair just to forget?? is it fair just 2 leave?? when leaving something hanging..question pop in every conner..n just 2 leave it unanswered..is it all fair?? 
to satisfy ur own little devil or just to statisfy da tiny evil thought which minggle in ur head,,,

can a person live life alone?? is that person crazy or just someone who is afraid to be known..who is us to make conclusion...how bout da people who left behind..why r there being ignored?? there must be a reason..but is that reason logic? or just a made up stories..

after reading a book..after dealing with a harsh situation..this all this question came out,.this is all unfair..or there just so to happen..eveyone have their own way of interpreting eveything..but for once try to think far for ur action..recall all da steps u ever take..is it hurting anyone..hve u ever misjudge??
 
mistake...hmm no one ever escaped from it..n eveyone is always sorry for something..for eveything,,

but da question is...can u be strong n brave enough..to forgive?? to forget?? to analyse ur action?? or just to wonder wut hapeen..in all of ur action

be happy when u r being truthfull in ur life..
be cheerful when ur be a forgiving person
be smilling when u hve friends
be calm when u have problem..
be free when u neva judge -vly

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

PASSWORD to urself..



PASSWORD to urself..
@understand urself....
@love ur self....
@be urself...







FELling gloomy all da sudden but somehow happy..weird is'nt it
here she' talking to herself...after prayers..she sat with her favourite teddy in her room...she sat there n listen to some of the gurls having their evening chats...

for her housemate..this gurl is sumthin else...she love to be inside her room all day long..she love to listen to all kind of music..n some they neva even heard of..her life is stay unknown....wut they see is when this gurl get up..go to collage..come home n there she is again in her room...n today she got a text massage saying.."hey gurl i dun see u in a long time..not since high school..r u still with ur room habit?"
 when she read it..HAHAHAHHAHA..thts da only thing came out from her mouth...

its seems odd to some people..but for her..when she's alone in her room..its a new diffrent world..the enchanted w
orld tht no one will neva be able to see...this is her disneyland..its not day daydream..just part of imagination n half of herself...she is free there...extravagant..or maybe another words or maybe magic..which ever u will say it...

her rivers of tears exist flowing sore n solem.....her laugters echos there...potrets of her friends hangin everywhere..love 
inside of her be the stars which shine perfectly.... 

gigles...why is it..everywhere she goes there must be someone asking me how can u be so calm to everything..y r u locking ur self all d time..

sweeties...she is not smilling coz she's happy..smiling which carve on her face make her strong..make her find laughter n patience in each boulders trown to her....LOCK?? tht is a harsh word to describe it..she is no
t locking herself..but just solely be in da best place she felt true n comfortable with herself...

music...its a hetic world..music is a door to express ur self..she listen to beats n lyrics...not an expert neither a musican ..but interst...somehow she understand da stories of da song,,she feels da fun in those beats..some may understand..some may dun...wuteva it is....all she knows..it neva wrong to be a lil
tle diffrent some people..

a simple pable can be neglected but pable became valued n precious when it's diffrent....
 everyone is neva da same..ALLAH have a unqiue ways of creating each n everyone of us...

be thankfull just the way u are..be glad of wut u have...love ur self..n people will love u too...insyaallah....
 
PASSWORD to urself..
@understand urself....
@love ur self....
@be urself...

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

TAFSIRAN manusia.,,


perubahan...adakah itu sukar??

mungkin ya mungkin tidak...
seorang yang ikhlas dengan perubahan mungkin akan berjaya....
tapi mungkin perubahan akan membawa lebih masalah??

tbe2 ini bermain difikiran seorang gadis...dia hanya merenung keluar jendela ptg itu...

terlintas.beberapa hari lepas die mngalirkan air mata...di hatinya menjerit"demi ALLAH aq dah berubah..jangan gngu aq lagi"..die menangis seorang di dlm bilik nya....

knp ye ? harus kah manusia tu sentiasa sama? berdiam maksud nya bersalah?
die mngaku dulu dirinya seperti burung yang bebas terbang kemana saja...telinga nya kebal..hati ya keras...lontarkan ap sahaja dirinya x kan jatuh...

mangikut masa..gadis ini terbuka matanya,,,mngikat kakinya kembali...mngikut arus..mngikut peradapan..die tmpil dengan wajah baru...

bakar segalanya yang berkait dengan dirinya dulu....bukan k perubahan itu sesuatu yang bagus??tapi knapa masih ad yang ragu...knp die masih di perkatakan..?? siapa yang masih membenci?  air x kan berkocak dengan sindiri bukan....

ingin die menjerit..ingin die menenking..tapi die tahu itu hanya sia2..yang boleh dilakukan olehnya hanya berdiam diri... keluhan dirinya jarang ad siapa yang mendengar...cuka di mukanya jarang yang ad melihat...

benih yang ingin tumbuh.,die masih mentah..die masih mencari bimbingan...masih bertatih untuk tentukan dirinya..masih membina kubu supaya die x kembali tersesat...

jika ad yang memahami dirinya..alhamdullilah..dengan senyuman...
air matanya mngalir...harapannnya...sumanya akan berubah....

dengan tangisan hatinya tenang...x perlu bercerita kepada sesiapa...x perlu bermasam muka diluar...bagi gadis ini...tidak sekali akan dilempar timbunan batu kepada sesiapa selagi die mampu menangung bebanan....